Month: August 2013

Walkabout

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August, 2013

My Story…

About 6 months ago I was guided from within to let everything go and begin my Walkabout. In truth the call has been there all my life…only it took me to these very moments to finally surrender.

I have diligently and enduringly released a lifetime of “stuff”. I had no idea how challenging it was going to be to do this. The goal was to simplify my life to Champa and Teardrop with no storage units to look back upon.

At first, things were flying out of my house. Then I was confronted with “things of value” that, of course, I wanted to sell. They were still in my life because I had given them so much “value”. Then the spiritual switch turned on and I had a whole new perspective and experience occur.

I embraced the empowering understanding that I was the value, the asset. I turned my attention to eternal source and recognized that the true sovereignity and purpose of my be-ing was a gift every moment of my life. All I needed to do was open myself to receiving and cultivating a deep frequency of trust to gratefully receive our divine inheritance. I know this is a familiar understanding philosophically and spiritually speaking but I wanted the genuine experience and sensation of knowing this under no uncertain terms.

At this juncture the items that I had assigned monetary value to transformed into pure energy. I noted as I started my grand give-a-way that tremendous energy was be-ing released and in a sense I was making huge energetic deposits into an Illumined Free World Bank, our bank, the collective universe. The release was beyond words.

I have called out to creator, our abundant universe, Gaia for on-going guidance. My dedication and devotion is to my oneness and flow with all that is knowing I will be cared for in absolutely every instance.

Trust, love, compassion, generosity, forgiveness, respect, integrity, transparency, gratefullness and a whole bunch of laughter and humor are the principles of my be-ingness. These principles nurture me on this healing path of love-wisdom and infinite knowledge.

So spirit said to me “ask and you shall receive” and don’t be attached to how it may come to me…just ask!

I have made infinite deposits into our Illumined Free World Bank as all of us have and, in fact, some of you are or have been the recipients of my deposits.  

This fundraising project is my universal announcement that I would like to make a withdrawal please!

May we all prosper and grow. I love each and everyone of you DEERLY and know We Are W-One!!!
So Much Love and Mahala!
Deerwomon

Surrender

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Entry Written May 15th, 2013

Surrender

As I find the stillness over and over I find peace and release in the surrender. Oneness presents her still self and I listen. I pray for my divine alignment with eternal essence, oneness and benevelent source of all.

The process of letting go of my belongings and anything that identifies me or adds a weightiness to my presence strips me to ultimate nakedness. As a newborn I feel relieved in that arrival. I can feel the urgings of only desiring the great oneness to move through me. I call out how may I serve and I ask to be an open channel for benevelent love and service. Something so much greater than this “monkey mind” passionately wants to be filled and moved by divine grace.

The Dream Reveals

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Entry Written February 9th, 2013

The Dream Reveals

There is nothing difficult about what you have to do. The dream has already been dreamt. Following your free spirit is what releases the codes and abundance to live the dream. You are dreaming continuously and have been forever. The multi-dimensional realities are simultaneously present at all times. It is correct to release your own pineal DMT to assist in your vision and ultimate awakening. Gaia has always presented this gift to guide you on your way. It is a blessing and a well desrved honoring with gratefullness.

As a result there is no separation. All is present here and now. Your sensations and vibratory nature seek your consciousness. This is what we name magick. The alchemist within is another gift, a very divine intervention with the trine of self. There is always guidance and direction when seeking love-wisdom from within. This is a given fabric and divine plan of the infinite matrix of creation. All be-ings have this sovereign rite.

You have nothing “to do”. That is an illusion of imprisionment. You have everything “to be”. That is a divine rite of freedom. All is present now. Breathe, allow, let go and follow the cosmic flow. The life of love-wisdom is infinite and you have always been a key and divine player of creation. Gaia is the consciousness you are interacting with on this grand blue planet. She is the oneness that is within and created the “crystal rainbow bridge” and unity consciousness of spirit and form. The dream and the material realm are inter-related.There is no separation nor can there be. It is from within that the vision and knowing of this is revealed and made known. There are no tricks or fences to jump. It is a given to those of you who are spiritually apt enough to receive the blessings. Every element and aspect of the universe is in cooperation, connectivity and coherence with you. Thus, never alone.

Design and dream, Deer Ones. There are no “stops” nor interference. There never has been. Your minds, the ego, were influenced and swayed your forgetfullness only for a limited time. All knew this would not be prolonged forever as it was truly a temporary vering off from each of your dreams. It simply has been a test to strengthen your love-wisdom and it has. All are returning home. Each of you are creating the path back to home. This is a given. The dream has always been present and now you are remembering and be-ing empowered by your own selves. Look within. That is the only place that holds this holy truth. You were swayed to not go there as it was the challenge you were given to meet. The meeting is here now. The energies as such are growing and the changes are inevitable. It was part of the plan. All nations are active and participating in this multi-dimensional gathering, an interactive re-union. You are not alone. You have never been alone.

Letting go is a peripheral trick. As you view belongings and burdens from the magical perspective of within you are set free. Each and every release is a confrontation of residual fear, again, a misnomer. It doesn’t exist when you realize you are not dreaming it but you did accept it’s very viable existence, enough so, to deter you from your true essence and vision. This is be-ing released. 

Re-assess all your material items and relationship to them. Re-lease knowing you will reclaim the beauty and true prosperity of the material after you release it. It’s a new day, clean slate and so begin again with deep frequency of trust that all is be-ing provided for at every given turn. There is no need to hold on to anything. That illusion is long past, as in, the “powers that don’t be” are no longer influencing that imprisioned reality. You are now the only ones holding on to that reality and thus when you turn towards that release there will be no inteference but your own. You can dissolve these things instantly. The love and support abounds on the planet but you will not know until you do it. Just do it!

Return From 1st Dolphin Swim

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Entry Written February 7th, 2013 

I returned from Hawaii, the Big Island, profoundly changed. To experience, Sophia Gaia, in another aspect of her earthly self and differing geographical and planetary energetics was a journey in and of itself.

When I first put my feet on the earth after a very long series of flights I immediately started to sway from left to right with my arms wanting to float wavingly up and down. I exclaimed to myself ” the island moves” and then realized and understood how the Hawaiian Dance that goes side to side had its origins. Wow! This is special!

The climate, needless to say, is remarkably filled with comfort. The abundance of green, food and herbs are scattered everywhere ready for harvest at any given moment. Wherever you walk something is ripe and ready and often lying at your very feet. You pretty readily think this has got to be where “Paradisio” was first created. It makes perfect sense.

Prior to this journey I had experienced many rites of passage preparing me for this new adventure. After a good 2 years of solitary prayer, meditation and deep thinking I had emerged within my community of Eureka Springs, Arkansas ready to begin life anew…and I did just that, new friends, activities, visions and an evergrowing relationship with Gaia and community at the OM Sanctuary.

However, something from my entire lifetime nawed at my inner self always prompting me to go deeper, go deeper, release, release, release. This prompt inevitably led me down the rabbit hole where I would find myself free, mobile, prosperous, traveling and on my own organic rhythm…always in relationship to Gaia, Mother Earth and Father Sky with Spirit/Creator right smack in my heart joining the two.

“How do I get there?” I would ask. “How do I return to the origins of who I am?” The response was persistently a “strip down”, let everything go and start all over without all your “firch” (a word I learned in Arkansas years ago meaning simply “all your stuff” material that is). This idea intrigued me and urged me to go there, dare to let it all go and get so, so very simple. Then see what happens. The image was always so freeing to imagine getting my life down to a car and my beloved Teardrop trailer although that wasn’t always in the picture but she is now. I was challenged to unload all debt and “firch” except the obvious electronics for my craft. This tintillated the taste of “freedom” for me. I didn’t see anyway around it although I tried for years to live with more and more simplified ways but the real urge was all of it has to go.

When I first started my journey on The Big Island it was a seminar with Joan Ocean that kickstarted me into my “freedom run”. I joined her and 43 other members from 11 different countries as we “showed up” together to celebrate the 12/21/13 portal. We knew spirit had divinely designed our coming together. Our common denominator? We were coming to swim with the spinner dolphins and physically and telepathically join in spirit with them. We went far beyond the original call with an added spice to the experience of also be-ing there to gather with our Star Brothers and Sisters. We did all of it and more….travel…timelines….portals and returns. Everything laid out with intentiion, guidance and then left to our own personal flight and integration. It was an adventure that I awaited to experience for a very, very, very long time. The whales that were added on were the icing on the cake and later to learn that they were truly who I was there for among a few more select be-ings of Gaia.

The Big Island continued her dance while the vitality of Gaia was so pungent, direct and present. There was no moment lost that you were not reminded that earth was be-ing created continuously from within Gaia’s core where TuTu Pele roared and spurted her sweet, thick lava. What a brilliant plan! Everywhere you turned lava rock and ash was intermingled in the varying landscapes and in some places a wide open desert like scape of pourous brown and red rock. And then all bestowed upon by the blood and emotions of Gaia, her soothing aqua blue ocean…aaaaaah! The waves, the bigness, vastness, depth…wow!

It didn’t take a blink of an eye to feel the “freedom” of my spirit soaring. I was home…ET come home…I did.

An Angelic Start

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It had been a year, 2012, that I was calling in “swimming with the dolphins”. It had been going on 4 years that I had been revisiting joanocean.com’s site over and over and over again. Joan Ocean was taking folks out to swim with the dolphins, whales and contact of our Star Brother’s and Sisters, on the Big Island, Hawaii.

I knew something needed to “change up” in my life. I asked myself what brings me great joy? The answer was always to swim with the dolphins.

I started to share this with my intimates and readily they were offering affirmations of “you go for it” and “it can happen”.

My econonmy needed a gift from the universe to make this dream come true. Towards the middle of 2012 there were 2 instances that $2000 came my way and there were 2 instances where other priorities in my life needed that money. Yet, somehow I knew these were harbingers and I stayed true to my dream.

Each month I would check when next seminar was coming up and take account of my funds but often I saw those dates come and go. I prevailed.

This next part is funny to me. I usually chuckle when I tell the story.

One friend who was most reassuring of my dream coming true looked me straight in the eye and said “you are going”! I took the confidence to heart and accepted the in-couragement that we can make things happen. Then she did it again sometime later and this time there was something in the way she said it that maybe, perhaps, she was offering funds?! I did ponder what I was intuitively feeling but I didn’t ask for clarity from my friend about her intent. Well, 3rd time she says same thing and this time I got it. I asked are you saying you have funds for me to go? Uh, huh! She said, I received an unexpected gift and “you’re going to Hawaii to swim with the dolphins”! Get the dates and research the airflight and “go on with yourself”!

Whoa!

Then she chimes in “I may even go” and from that point we were “on” with our journey.

My friend is my Angel and she initiated this amazing passageway for what unfolds next. I am forever gratefull to her and only wish that I, too, get to be an Angel for someone else like she did for me.