Month: December 2015

Vision for A Community At Peace

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Vision for A Community At Peace

If I were to initiate  A Community At Peace the following is how I envision it.

Presently, I Am holding a piece of land in my mind as a place to start. This property may or may not unfold but none-the-less it gives me a jump off place.

The design and parameters that I Am offering here are with deep contemplation about the obstacles and potential fall-outs that occur often when intending to create community and a property to live and share upon. Because we are ever changing these parameters are, let’s say, for the first 6 months and then a reassessment of their value occurs. How, who and the process that we choose to determine the adjustments is yet to be revealed. However, there is a particular trine of be-ings, myself as one of them, that I Am foreseeing as the elders and counsels who would oversee this responsibility.

I would name this community as one of a spiritual nature with an eclectic approach to practices that focus on self reflection, consciousness studies and virtues of the heart, such as, Appreciation, Forgiveness, Compassion, Humility, Understanding and Courage.

Although we are all equal and of one spirit it will be recognized that each individual is at their own level of awakening. The trine/elders will be the ones who set the precedence and gentle loving parameters of determining the nature and maturity of all those involved. They will be recognized as the Elders with due respect and honor of the love wisdom shared. Right here may stop many from considering this sanctuary and duly so. We have turned away from these kinds of conditions because of disappointment, power issues, mistrust and on and on. But essentially the Elders are necessary parents/guardians who simply have recognized our children have run astray and someone has got to set some parameters to bring order out of the chaos. So if you have issue with this the next part of this visioning may not appeal to you. with that be-ing said let’s go forward.

Solitude/Silence is an absolute essential for this community although not the entire time. The reason for this is our words and noise creation have added to the distraction of self reflection and study. Although this is present for the start of this community it may not always be so. Evolution and demonstration of self responsibility, sensitivity and maturity will reveal the change of this parameter.

So what is meant by Solitude/Silence? Remembering the foundation of this community is self reflection and consciousness studies so the object of meditation is always You. There is plenty of distraction and noise going on in each one of us. In Solitude/Silence you are only with you and therefore become your best study. This will be discussed in community gatherings when we share our insights and understandings of this practice.

As I write this many messages are be-ing prompted forward to share. Just within the past 24 hours I had an entire review open to me. I spend many hours contemplating the condition of the world and each of us as unique sparks of Source. I had some revelations that inspired this writing.

Let me preface this sharing first with some personal sharings.

I cannot tell you how many times I have written the likes of this proposal throughout my entire life. And I have attempted to implement them only to meet failure. I sought out years of solitude to contemplate upon this. I recognized I was not spiritually mature enough nor had I mastered my emotions.

I attended California Institute of Integral Studies and started my dissertation towards a PhD in Intercultural Philosophy and Religion. The theme of my dissertation was the creation of a “Transitional Model” during the knowing of changes to occur on the planet. I had written numerously on this subject and I knew I was be-ing prompted from my inner spirit. However, I was not ready as I recognized there were many snags and triggers within duality that I had not resolved.

It has been a long reflective journey and I trust it will continue. At this time, yes, I Am confident of implementing this vision. Thus, here I Am again ready to immerse myself with this vision.

Returning to the last 24 hrs…many aspects of remembering my many incarnations impulsed a synthesis of sorts that presented a profound understanding of Who I Am. Throughout this lifetime I have been haunted, pleasured, perplexed and frightened by a consistent reminder of what I have referred to myself as a “monk” or “yogi” in a past life. Deep within me I was forever compelled to let go of absolutely everything I own and get my belongings down to a backpack if even that. This idea scared me yet I knew one day I just had to do it so I could understand why it was occurring. Presently, most everything I have owned is let go of with only trinkets to go. Naturally it has opened a tremendous amount of love-wisdom.

In my years of reflection and using much of the Buddhist vocabulary I recognized that I spent quite a lifetime creating a most efficient character or perhaps ego personality that maneuvered throughout the world rather well. Yet the haunting prompts as I mentioned above would always snag me home within the very moments I may have become famous or extremely wealthy from my creations. I have called this my life pattern of “crash and burn”. This occurred enough until I finally walked away and totally dedicated myself to inner reflection. This was a most painful path yet the moments of bliss and clarity were undeniable. However, I was perplexed. The question I kept asking was “How does this serve the greater world?” I was in a spiritual quandary. I knew I could be proficient in what I will now refer to as “Maya/Illusion” yet my spirit within was absolutely knowing that truth and knowledge and noble wisdom were from my quiet practice of meditation, self reflection and contemplation. I had, as many, an innumerable amount of questions that would resolve this co-existence of duality and spirit practice. I ventured out on many attempts to no avail. I remained perplexed. So I decided to go even more deeply into my practice.

As I submerged myself in quietude and re-read numerous times the Sacred Scriptures, Vedas, Upanishads, Buddhist Bible, Imitations of Christ, Kabbalah, etc. I recognized that I was all of the teachings. I knew them deeply in my heart yet the recommendations for practice were not quite suitable for this day and age. There was something missing. Thus I arrived at my own self definition of perhaps I Am a modern day monk. I started to ask what does that mean? That is what sparked the revelation I’ve had in these past 24 hrs.

I’m now going to jump to some very deep knowings. If the words distract you simply feel me on the rest of this explanation as I do sincerely work within the realm of transmissions, we all do but that is where the deep study is necessary.

Ok, here we go. I will share this as a vision. The “Ones” which are any of you have been monks, gurus, nuns, priests, teachers, buddha, christ, mary magdalene, saints, bodhisattvas, brahmins, visionaries, yogis, rabbis, scribes of sacred texts and on and on. During these incarnations many of us lived in monasteries, temples, ashrams, churches and countries that recognized us as such and cared for us in dedication to our chosen spiritual paths. There were teachers/elders/counsel that guided us and pointed us to where  our best self reflections would lead us to enlightenment. We lived in community, we had safe yet modest places to sleep, provided with food, many hours of meditation, prayer, reflection, study and we collectively tended the sanctuary.

Then we incarnated into these times. The fervor of our dedication remained and many of us sought the practices of before along with the teachers and sanctuaries that were our homes. Many of us turned to the many religions and dogmas of today hoping to re-nestle into our devoted paths. We were met with disappointment. We were met with greed, control, deceit, skewing of our sacred texts, pedophilia, power over and just another skin of maya/illusion. The heart break was it had infested all that we remembered to be safe harbor. Thus, we had no place to find community. We were on our own. Some of us lost faith especially the young practitioners, some conformed to what was be-ing offered and some of us tried ferociously to create community. By now the people had been so wounded and separated from spirit that community was also scarred and strewn with maya/illusion. We were now in the midst of lostness. But there were those who had already been enlightened and so deeply did we know this that the search to understand this incredible depth of knowing, love-wisdom, noble knowledge could not be denied. We pursued trying to understand this world and our purpose that would answer to this call. We knew turning away was not an option.

When I drop into my deepest self there is such an expansive compassion for all people, all life. I want so deeply to provide a safe, nurturing environment and bring all my children home. The Mother, Grandmother in me wants to wrap my arms around all of you and say “Come here I will keep you safe and loved”!

The vision continued to unfold into what is now be-ing proposed as A Community At Peace. I see this as our sanctuary for all the enlightened ones. We know who we are yet we are still healing our wounds and re-establishing our great faith and self love. In essence, this is a place of spiritual recovery. We need to address the addictions we acquired while adapting to the world of maya/illusion. We need to forgive ourselves for losing our way. We need to have great compassion for and during our recovery. We need to re-experience deep trust and a restfulness in the arms of spirit. I, and I know there are many, have provided this for us once before. I have a deep impulse to do this again.

Another tidbit of insight. I was looking at my solitary self and thinking…Oh I have remembered how I was one of those enlightened be-ings as mentioned above so I’ll just pick up my cloth and cup and return to that way. Noooooooo, no, no, and more no. I finally hit the wall. And now I share some insights prior and including this 24 hr awareness.

When I sort of jokingly said “Oh I’m a modern day monk” kaboom the gates opened. This is what I want to share. I write and several years ago during my practice I heard…you are writing the continuation of the sacred scripts…the texts up to this point no longer serve where we need to go and what we need to understand. I have meditated upon this ever since. It returned to be spoken about here. stay with me.

In addressing my dilemma of how do I serve the greater world I reflected upon my quandary of a life of solitary practice yet I couldn’t deny I kept going into the world/maya/illusion whenever i thought maybe this will raise awareness and consciousness. An example is “Get Lit” the weekly Broadcast that I do with Rebecca Hahn. I kept examining how does this fit in? Is this participating in maya/illusion? Do I need to let this go? And over and over I got clear signals that this was absolutely inline with my path. I can’t say I totally understood that until now. This is what clarity I heard.

All of you enlightened ones are in the world today not to re-create your past but to be here now with “what is” and knowing all you have un-covered in yourselves. When you ask how may you serve you are already doing that by living amongst the maya/illusion. The quandary was you were already enlightened before you were re-born. When you were delivered to such maya and were influenced to create a workable, survivable character you doubted your enlightenment. You then pursued your path as if you were never enlightened. The impulse to go to solitude is you remembering the way you lived. It has already been part of your past life experience and is here now, part of your be-ingness, to move forward, to unfold even more deeply.

The next part of the quandary is we as enlightened ones from our past went into the world to teach using the scriptures and teachings of that time. We as the “modern day monks” including all the above, saints, nuns, etc. cannot use the old texts. Yes, they were pointers in this lifetime because we recognized them. Now you are writing the new sacred scripts and you are intuitively and knowingly offering pointers and imagination that is appropriate for these times.

Thus, a desire and impulse to create sanctuary/community is to offer a gathering space of enlightened ones to re-group and re-enthuse sacred home, sacred sharing and the sacred teachings in a way that is in sync with today’s consciousness. And thus again “The Modern Day Monk”. Recognize that your cultivation of a maya character was absolutely necessary to walk among the people. You came from a past of enlightenment and returned fully and completely into maya so you could gain the perspective in and amongst the people and alleviate the divisive pain and hurt associated with a religious faction. As you have noted the religious institutions that in the past may very well have nurtured you now would be to your demise to have any affiliation to. The enlightened ones cannot look at those institutions. They know truth is not be-ing shared there. Yet, We The Ones hold the truths in our hearts. We always have and this is what calls forth for “new skins”. In our togetherness as in Community a LightHouse will be created and all the ships at sea, The Ones, will know where home is. We will be keeping the heart-h warm. And with a full circling back “The Transitional Model” does have a place. We are the scribes of a “Transitional Model” of Enlightenment.

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Shamanic Improvisation is sensing and feeling, moving and sounding with each and every subtle energy. Through the quieting of within we learn to hear and feel the impulses of our inner dance.

I gently guide you and create a safe environment for you to uncover your Shamanic Dancer-Sounder-Spoken Word Self.

As the journey unfolds you learn about the alchemist within, the be-ing inside of you who transforms and makes necessary changes.

This alchemical magic occurs while dancing “Between the Worlds.

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“Universal Law”

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As we recognize that Source has a perfection of order we recognize a “Universal Law” exists. As we recognize that our Spirit is of Source then we recognize we too are of “Universal Law”.

As we give more and more attention to Spirit within we begin to have a very special, intuitive knowing that there is an inner barometer that indicates when we are and are not in alignment with Source Spirit. This barometer is in perfect alignment with Source as we are “that”. Thus, there is a perfection and order that is always present to us if we choose to give it our attention.

In our every day affairs the prominent message and pointer is to be present in our Spirit selves and trust our gut, intuitive knowings. Yet the quandary is still present of how do we resolve our Spirit saying one thing and the outer world of separatism says another. This quandary is the indicator that something is out of balance, not in alignment with Source, Universal Law.

Spirit is who we are and the only navigator of truth. Follow Spirit and truth is revealed.

How does alignment with Universal Law bring justice to our existence? If Universal Law is in perfection then the numbers always add up. If we are in alignment with Universal Source then we all add up. Common Sense of “neutral mind”.

The experience of “confusion” on any level, in any instance, is a sure sign that something, someone, or event or self perception is not in alignment with Spirit. Confusion is an ailment of Spirit separated from mind. Mind never remedies confusion. Spirit remedies mind. Coming home to spirit and allowing the organic truth to to emerge is the antedote to confusion.

In some sense each of us is a Universal Court, our own judiciary system and, of course, I Am making reference to an honest Court. A problem, conflict, separatism emerges. It is brought to the court of the self. Self-Spirit sits in its clean, clear and aligned nature and truth is brought forth. Truth is then set upon the table of inner justice. Universal Law hears the just and true stream via Spirit and then applies action via mirroring, Spirit “femi-festing” visible creation through physical form upon earth.

All the questions we repeatedly ask of how are we going to survive in an unjust system keeps us engaged in an unjust system. Asking questionns of how do we engage in a Universal System that is just and fair frees us to align with Spirit. Explore within and cultivate a deepening connection with Spirit and Source and observe how Universal Law is present and operating in your existence.

Free your mind of seeking solutions of justice in an unjust reality. Seek solutions from the perfection of Source from which you are from. Trust there is a way, a portal, a perfect system, a power and your needs can be met. Release the addictions and entrapment of your own minds that jones for fixes from a system that does not fix you. Ask for new perspectives, perceptions of viewing yourself, your Spirit within. Discard beliefs that do not support you. “Break it down” before you are broken.

This will be one of the articles addressed in upcoming “Get Lit” Live Broadcast this coming Thursday, December 5th, 2015. 11am Central http://www.consciousconsumernetwork.tv.

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“Diary of A Blue Be-ing”  Part One, A multi-dimensional, rhythmic, poetic, cosmic collection of excerpts portraying an intimate exploration of self unraveling as a Divine Spiritual Be-ing within a Divine Earthly Suit.  – Available for purchase here: http://www.oronjo.com/live/next/?fi=97158

“Shamanic Improvisation” A body of work developed over the past 35 years sharing guidance and prompts in “The Art of Be-ing In The Moment” and “Going Between The Worlds”.

Shamanic Improvisation is sensing and feeling, moving and sounding with each and every subtle energy. Through the quieting of within we learn to hear and feel the impulses of our inner dance.

I gently guide you and create a safe environment for you to uncover your Shamanic Dancer-Sounder-Spoken Word Self.

As the journey unfolds you learn about the alchemist within, the be-ing inside of you who transforms and makes necessary changes.

This alchemical magic occurs while dancing “Between the Worlds.

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“Memory Complexes” Pre-Fab Traps

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“Memory Complexes” Pre-Fab Traps

“Memory Complexes” are created from “Separatist” existence. They are pockets of data stored in the pre-fab packages of what is named “past” and “future” all of which are part of an illusionary pattern of linearity. Thus, this is why there is the separatist experience of be-ing able to “time travel” into a “past” or “future”. They are simply “memory complexes” created from pre-fabricated creation.

Be-ing present is a natural cleanse or cleaner of “memory complexes”. Be-ing here NOW absent of regurgitating from a past or future memory complex re-establishes the pure flow of Spirit. The more one can be in this flow the more one is cultivating “exit” from a pre-fab reality such as the identifiable illusion of separatism.

“Memory Complexes” exist in the astral realms and are the contributing forces of induced enslavement design. Once the mind is no longer seeking to rehash or operate from a past or future perspective it returns to a pure state, the pure mind where Spirit flows “un-in-terre-rupted”.

All the mathematics, physics, sciences, astrology, astronomy derives from Source. There is an infinite, organized and perfect calibration that resides all in and of itself. We embody this organic perfection and brilliant organized existence.

Some wizards throughout the times, thinking they could be gods and outsmart Source observed and re-instituted these categories of science, perfection of existence and thus created “separatism”. The “separatism” was a stepped down version of Source, thus The Grand Illusion. As a result everything was pulled apart, de-fragmented and re-assembled according to a stepped down version of Source. Humonity then became indoctrinated and influenced in turning our attention to the “false gods” and the true god within, Spirit, became ignored, dis-acknowledged and nearly forgotten.

However, this cluster of wizards couldn’t keep up with Source’s evolutionary nature which, of course, would eventually  BUST through nature’s creations, that be-ing Earth and Us. The wizards were always only one mere step ahead of the game and they started to “slip up”, falter on outsmarting the one’s who always knew something didn’t line up.

One of the major controlling hooks has been the “Memory Complexes”. We were led to believe that understanding ourselves was not to be had in the present moments. We were led to go fishing for enlightenment in our past and future. We were diverted from what really “Sources” us…this moment.

This moment is our “exit”. The AI (artificial intelligence) has full control over “Memory Complexes” but it doesn’t have any control over this immaculate flow of Spirit in this here and now.

We have the invitation to cleanse and clear ourselves and regain our sovereignty when we stay close to home, Spirit of Now. Whenever we ruminate upon past experiences and lose ourselves in hopefulness of the future we have separated from the fresh and nurturing flow of Spirit in this moment. This is the one step behind that the Wizards cannot encapsulate. Now is the rule changer of the game and the rule that has been most hidden.

This will be one of the articles addressed in upcoming “Get Lit” Live Broadcast this coming Thursday, December 5th, 2015. 11am Central http://www.consciousconsumernetwork.tv.

You’re invited to our Live Show “GET LIT” Co-hosted
with myself and Rebecca Hahn with CCN

on Thursdays, 11am, Central Time, 5pm London

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Two Books are now ready for purchase.

“Diary of A Blue Be-ing”  Part One, A multi-dimensional, rhythmic, poetic, cosmic collection of excerpts portraying an intimate exploration of self unraveling as a Divine Spiritual Be-ing within a Divine Earthly Suit.  – Available for purchase here: http://www.oronjo.com/live/next/?fi=97158

“Shamanic Improvisation” A body of work developed over the past 35 years sharing guidance and prompts in “The Art of Be-ing In The Moment” and “Going Between The Worlds”.

Shamanic Improvisation is sensing and feeling, moving and sounding with each and every subtle energy. Through the quieting of within we learn to hear and feel the impulses of our inner dance.

I gently guide you and create a safe environment for you to uncover your Shamanic Dancer-Sounder-Spoken Word Self.

As the journey unfolds you learn about the alchemist within, the be-ing inside of you who transforms and makes necessary changes.

This alchemical magic occurs while dancing “Between the Worlds.

Available Purchase Here:

http://www.oronjo.com/live/next/?fi=97160

Something In The Truth-Telling Scares Us

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Something In The Truth-Telling Scares Us

Back in the 70’s I was involved in several groups addressing the topic of “Racism”. One of the most poignant thoughts and awareness that I walked away with was that the oppressed typically internalized the oppression of the oppressor at a more severe level than it was issued. I examined this for years and finally bridged this psychological symptom to my own personal strife of having been physically, psychically, mentally and sexually abused as a child. I went on to lead many workshops as a result of this chosen healing path and share the truths I un-covered for myself. Today I Am still chewing on the Now wisdom of these experiences.

The premise of my teachings has always been “We Are All Abused”. Even if we didn’t have a scenario that resembled the horrors of someone who reported on the gruesome details of their horror it was obvious to me that the abuse ran deep and it was as invisible as it was visible. Now I see this rampantly threaded throughout the planet as just one aspect of our psychological suffering resulting in what was so aptly called “Internalized Oppression”.

As I have reviewed my past many, many times I have un-covered so many insights as to why I behave the way I do in my present situations. I have connected the dots for years and just about anything and everything will lead me back to my childhood. Thus, the incredible importance of nurturing and cultivating our children with stringent parameters of safety, truth and integrity. And, yes, an extremely difficult challenge in our world today. But more importantly the challenge is the responsibility of the parents and guardians first and foremost. If the caregivers aren’t clean and clear we already know we’ll pass the unclearness and the uncleanliness down through our lineage.

When I was terrorized as a child the extreme fear instilled in me and the instinctive nature to survive pushed my limits of what possible escapes were available to me. After finding no physical safety I turned in on myself and started the perfect cultivation of psychological denial, delusion and fantasy. This prepared the way for my truest comfort “out there” in the ethers. As a result my telepathic and psychic abilities were honed and developed.

In retrospect one of my survival tools was the ability to intuitively know the next move, thought, word of my assaultant. In this way I learned to be very strategic. I studied the assaultant (and there were more than one but I will speak to just one of them for now) from every possible angle and scenario so I would become ever more keen at predictions of behavior. Obviously, this was a survival tactic. Little did I know I was learning the most specialized tools for continuing life in general.

As a survivor not only was I able to sense the danger waaaay before it occurred and strategize waaaay before the event happened I was able to participate in controlling and influencing the behavior and outcome. I learned body language and I observed energetic changes. I became a magician and manipulated matter and substance. My strategies got quite good.

Well maturity occurred and I arrived in my voracious teens and started to recognize I had some real power going on. I had learned all the terroristic tactics like raising my voice, pumping my body up to 10 times its size, getting some good mean and scary faces, jumble language to confuse the other party so they would become prey to my desires, put the charm on when I knew I could seduce the outcome of my dreams, be threatening and quite righteously become a most efficient perpetrator myself.

However, at the time of acquiring all these nasty skills I did not know I was doing it. It wasn’t until much later that I started to trip over myself with these nasty ways when I desired intimacy, relationships and right mindfulness. Something in me was clearly in juxtaposition of what I wanted or what I sensed genuinely wanted to emerge.

So the day in my teens arrived when I took my most potent stance. I faced the assaultant who once again was raising his hand to nail me. While that hand was in mid air and only inches from my body with a face angrily in mine I powered up and said “You F—in lay a hand on me and I’ll Kill You”! Everything in my be-ing was behind these words. I knew I could do this, my 130 lbs verses his 270 lbs was no problem!!! That was the last day this assaultant ever raised or laid a hand on anyone.

Why Am I telling this story? Because I internalized this oppression. As I stated above I oppressed my inner self much beyond what the oppressor did to me. My entire life has been an unraveling of this scenario.

Today I recognize the “Internalized Oppression” is what we call dumbed down, manipulated, mind controlled and made into “sheeples”. I see how some of the survivor tactics that I learned are visible in people all around me not only in obvious ways but the more hidden and invisible ways. Those, to me, are more damaging than an external blow to the head. The internalized confusion and self doubt is daunting and I see it everywhere.

I’m sharing these personal reflections because in my experience of offering workshops for many years on this topic I have witnessed it provides a spark or mirror in others in helping them identify some of these deep seated “internalized oppressions”. I hope you as a reader can reflect upon your own.

In my opinion, this is THE topic of psychological warfare. It’s about the invisible mechanisms of oppression. And it has stifled our ability to speak our truths because it scares us to be in the face of “re-actions. “Something in the truth-telling scares us.”

At this point in my life I have taken a stance that I no longer want to participate or contribute to duality. Thus, I choose to not take sides or gather whatever evidence I want to attach myself to in order to prove my dualistic position. I choose what some may refer to as the “middle path”. I do not state this as yet another dualistic position of “concept”. I Am seriously seeking the place of a healthy witness and the deeper understanding of “love wisdom”. Thus, I have gathered from my life experience all the evidence of my own life as to what is my “internalized oppression”. As a result I can readly recognize it all around me. We are a very unclean peoples in my opinion and I don’t say that in a degrading way. I say and speak it as truth with great compassion for what we are battling. The battle is within. The world is simply a reflection of how unclean we have become for all kinds of reasons. Now I proceed to break it down and unravel this mess to the best of my ability. It’s a painful path, humbling, humiliating, depressing, isolating, doubtful and, yes, a glorious freedom knowing who we are at our core.

As I observe the many platforms via media and social networks my alarms go off continuously. As much as we have those of us speaking out about issues and proposing yet another healing technique or raising suspisician about yet another’s view on how to heal the world it all becomes meaningless to me. I still don’t see us cutting to the chase and getting to the real issues. I see loops and patterns and repeating of his-tory still going strong. I see the same old story with new devices, the next shiny seductive thing and another artistic approach to delivering the same oppressive words. I see people enactng some of the same survival tactics I learned as a child and still not having a clue that they are exhibiting “internalized oppression”.

“Righteous” a word I see as “Right-Us”. When I witness a person be-ing “Righteous” the energetic drive behind it is experienced by me as that person trying to “Right-Me” to their ways, opinion or argument. Another tactic that usually goes with “Righteousness” is raising the volume of their voice or writing their message in caps or bold to assert “power”. This is a persuasive control and we have all been subjected to it and most likely swayed by its imminent agenda. When’s the last time you followed, supported or even voted for a gentle, soft spoken person?! And what do these soft spoken person’s invite? They invite your soft, gentle and quiet self to be present and experience their truth not the heightened vibration of their voice or words. It’s not even the words they are giving to you. It is “Presence”.  “Presence” perhaps versus Propaganda…just a thought.

The common outcome of “internalized oppression” is to dice up, fragment, separate the external reality  and essentially be divorced from our real self. It turns our guts inside out. The terrorizing, the fear, the culprits all come from “out there”. Thus we develop tactics to fend off the “out there”. But in truth the real struggle is the self imposed, internalized defense mechanisms that we have created to justify ourselves to ourselves. We have become our own “terrorist” because we have dumbed down ourselves so as not to attract any more assaults. We bury our fear behind socially acceptable smiles. We don’t question truth and reality because that may invite an outrage, someone’s angry reactions and possibly penalties such as losing a JOB, having a spouse, partner or friend end the relationship, etc. So this internalized fear has shut us the F— Up. No one wants to rock the boat for mere revelation of truth. It’s more comfortable and less risky to accept limitations imposed upon ourselves. And then we ask ourselves why is there suffering and struggle in the world?!

The reason we have so much fear is we don’t know there is any alternative. We don’t know that there is a real and empowered spirit that is our self. Why? Because nothing in our culture cultivated our spirt and self empowerment. We are like babes in this scenario. Some of us have barely learned to crawl never mind standing upright in our power. So what do babes need? They need gentle prompts, nurturance, safe environments to explore without threats and brainwashing of how we are expected to be but how we are. That does not exist except in the quiet and hidden places of small groups or families trying to make a difference. But then those well sheltered children have to face the reality of our world. This is now what our youths are up against.

Revealing to ourselves who we really are, Spirit, is very frightening because we recognize how vulnerable and gentle we truly are. In the face of our world we are “mis-fitted” to our true nature. So we have learned survival skills, self imposed “internalized oppression”.

Our “exit” so-to-speak is to enter the healing and revealing process and begin to let go of fear. This is not an easy task. The path has to un-cover all your pain, suffering, self doubt, inadequacy, anger and apathy. You can only “Love” your way through this, develop compassion for yourself and deepen your trust in who you truly are…Spirit. It is a call to get clean, clear, purge and open to receive a greater experience of yourself. Perception that has been calibrated to look outward is asking to look inward. Face the uglies of yourself and “love them to death”. There lies the greatest fear of all, Death, the unknown and the great solitude of reality that goes with it.

The choice is to continue at the hands of an outward imposed fear provocation or go into your own deep, dark self imposed provocation of fear and face death. Let it go!

I have come to the conclusion that whenever I observe myself or anyone else having a “reaction” it is a sign of woundedness and unhealed “matrix conditioning”.

One of my favorite lines of Janis Joplin has always been “Freedom is just another word for nothing else left to lose”. Spot on!

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Shamanic Improvisation is sensing and feeling, moving and sounding with each and every subtle energy. Through the quieting of within we learn to hear and feel the impulses of our inner dance.

I gently guide you and create a safe environment for you to uncover your Shamanic Dancer-Sounder-Spoken Word Self.

As the journey unfolds you learn about the alchemist within, the be-ing inside of you who transforms and makes necessary changes.

This alchemical magic occurs while dancing “Between the Worlds.

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“Round Table With Myself” Thanks to CC-iN, Dani & Lisa

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“Round Table With Myself” Thanks to CC-iN, Dani & Lisa

I Am laughingly having a “Moment” of revelation. Indeed, I Am having a “Round Table With Myself” while lovingly applauding CC-iN, Dani and Lisa. I do hope I convey the depth of what I Am feeling and the recognition of how each of these parties is my “muse” for the moments of this writing. LoL!

Let’s go backwards in time for a bit. My first impressions and emotions regarding the parting of CC-iN, Dani and Lisa was first, shock and then grief. I chose to sit back for awhile to just allow myself space to feel what I needed to feel with deliberate discipline of no comment, no judgement and no taking of sides. This was a very important and very aware choice of mine as I love each of them sincerely.

I watched, read, viewed what was coming out on the social network, conversations, messages, Skype rooms, etc. I empathized with all of it…the anger, dis-belief, shared loss, confusion and wanting to know more, more, more.

I sat and I sat some more and I sat even more asking for my deeper understanding to be revealed. I took time away from all of it just so I could examine WTF and WhoTF Am I in this scenario. All I could do was examine my feelings. There was nothing “out there” that was determining Who or What I was in this scenario. All I knew is that I felt deeply, hard and highly sensitive about it all. The entrance to my “rabbit hole” was now revealed…thanks to my “muses” CC-iN, Dani and Lisa.

So this is what happened to me while I was asking every iota of my be-ing to reveal some Love Wisdom to myself, some deeper understanding of WTF is going on.. And this is where I truly started laughing.

The whole scenario as “I” was viewing it happened to me. I had an immediate occurrence in my own life that mirrored back to me exactly what “I” was perceiving. That last part of this statement is very important, please note again “What “I” was perceiving”. This is “key”.

As this very personalized experience ran through me I was able to examine more intimately all my responses and relationship to what “I” perceived happening with my “muses”.

Without going into details I will share the perceptions of my own scenario. I had made every effort to make a change in my life circumstances, which involved other parties, with the least amount of bumps as possible. I knew if I addressed the issues that concerned me head on there would probably be cause for friction. So I proceeded with this very well thought out plan of action that in “my perception” would appease both parties and smoothly achieve what “I Thought” would be best for all. The first communication I had was well thought out, intentioned with good outcome and I felt I was covering all bases especially my own. The response was not anything I expected and in fact shook my world up.

It’s the “shaking up of my world” that became the “telling”. Now please note there is some similarity and not in my story. Remember I Am recognizing the “muses” and how I came to the place I Am heading for in this explaination.

My “shaking up” experience embraced feelings of be-ing dis-missed, not be-ing given fair exchange, a neglect of communication and overall rejection with no feeling of care for what I may be experiencing. BOOM! The emotions were present and my body was on fire. CLUE TIME!

I sat my butt down really quick and said “holy shit, WTF”. I was filled up, overloaded, aghast and glazed over with too many emotions. However, I did know all along I was going to have to chill TF Out, get still and get real about what was happening.

At this time in my life I have come along far enough to know that this had to be ALL mine to resolve. I knew my conclusions could not hold judgement, no matter what. I knew bottom line Self Love would be a necessary act. I knew I was deepening my understanding of “neutrality” and this had to be experienced and understood with that in my be-ingness. I knew a lot of things and this was the grand opportunity, and certainly not the last, to practice what I preach…to myself, of course.

My emotional viewing readily revealed I had issues. My heart revealed I wanted a creative resolution with more Love Wisdom gained. My mind was at war with ego versus neutral. I wanted neutral. War mind wanted War and definitely a righteous position of right and wrong. I knew better but better wasn’t going to be about denial. Better was going to be a clean, clear genuine sweep of “WTF does not serve”. I had no choice with the “beliefs” that I hold but to feel my way through until I was clean and comfortably back in “neutral zone”.

Now here is the real “magic and muse” part of this telling. Be certain you understand I Am not suggesting or imposing my particular details upon CC-iN, Dani or Lisa. I Am in no way saying my interpretations are for them. OK? Do you get my genuine disclaimer?! Then let’s proceed. Here’s the kicker!

As I’m moving thru the above scenario I had such a REVELATION. I recognized in that moment that in all my sincere desire to understand my feelings about CC-iN, Dani and Lisa I called a scenario “in” that reflected “my own perception” of what was going on so that “I” could understand in a way that “I” could understand. The projection and perception has nothing to do with CC-iN, Dani or Lisa. It’s all my own. Do you truly get what I Am saying here?!

When I realized this was my own calling and my “muses” were simply “muses” I was able to unravel a shit-load of myself. I was able to un-cover my desire to control outcome and my disappointment at not be-ing able to. I was able to see that sure I could take a side, see a right or wrong but of what purpose would that serve?! I could see how a dualistic position tore me apart and put pressure on me to choose something I didn’t want to choose about. I could see the desire to form an opinion so I felt ok.

But in the end, after I lovingly allowed all my emotions to be present, I sat back and I started to experience all the tension melting away. I softly sank back into a neutral viewing where none of it mattered. I recognized my dualistic struggle and said “Fuck No” but with laughter…recognizing the cosmic joke was on me…ALL of it.

The laughter got bigger when I now viewed my own “Round Table” with whomever I chose as my “muses”.  I witnessed my version of a “Transpicuous News” Report filled with all kinds of good crap and looking to connect the dots thanks to D’s outrageous model of journalism. I went beyond my limitations and beliefs and un-covered my own “Collective Imagination” thinking and saying whatever the hell I wanted to and trusting there were kernels of truth somewhere in this great Universe….Thankyou Lisa. CC-iN was just that “A SEE SEE IN” that once again provided a platform for me, the audience, to do whatever I wanted with my own alternative Bad Ass Self Viewer. Thank you Biggi and Mel Ve for the platform. And in my conclusive statement, thanks to our darlin Dani…I Now Am The UnTangled Gathering!!!! Buhaaaaahaaaaa…as D would blurt out.

Love Y’all!!!

Blue Star Deerwomon

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Do whatever you want with this article because it has NOTHING to do with me. It’s ALL about you. NOW do you want to take responsibility for ALL that you call Your life?!

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“Shamanic Improvisation” A body of work developed over the past 35 years sharing guidance and prompts in “The Art of Be-ing In The Moment” and “Going Between The Worlds”.

Shamanic Improvisation is sensing and feeling, moving and sounding with each and every subtle energy. Through the quieting of within we learn to hear and feel the impulses of our inner dance.

I gently guide you and create a safe environment for you to uncover your Shamanic Dancer-Sounder-Spoken Word Self.

As the journey unfolds you learn about the alchemist within, the be-ing inside of you who transforms and makes necessary changes.

This alchemical magic occurs while dancing “Between the Worlds.

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Spirit Sees The Great illusion

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Spirit Sees The Great illusion

Spirit Sees The Great illusion for exactly what it is…Nada! Bravo Great Spirit!

In the meantime, Spirit awaits our inward attention with much patience and knowing that eventually we’ll “show up”. After asking enough questions, dying in enough battles, crying our brains out we do end up in the arms of Spirit…even if we have to repeat this for some length of time….no worries. The “exit” is there whenever we are ready….thank goodness!

In the face of controversy and yet another falling out with friends, groups and beliefs that we really wanted to hold on to the inevitable happens…we go on. Some of us reflect upon these crossroads and gain insight or at worst another group, friends, beliefs to hold on to for yet another sequence of repetitive events. It’s the watching of things coming and going that finally tips us off to the the fact that maybe we need to ask different or deeper questions about our self and life in general.

At some point, hopefully, we hit rock bottom and just “know” there is something more to life than be born, experience strife and temporary pleasure and then die…surely?!

The “carrot” is now in place. The search begins and the many “rabbit holes” start to emerge. But, Oh Wait, this is JUST the beginning. Dang! Why does it have to be so hard?

That was the pre-fab of our shared never-ending fairytale and the beginning of how to “exit”.

A good study of “duality” is certainly a must on this journey. And exploring what authentic emotional and spiritual maturity may be is a topic of study ALL the way. Mentoring yourself is your only teacher. Designing your “discipline” of action is the most responsible curriculum. This is a path of “Self Study” and you design the program all the way. You wanted to be “free” right?! Then exercise freedom in your course choices. You will always be the subject of study, every iota of your be-ing is asking for personal research, evaluation, discrimination, discernment and without self love you can forget about the whole plan. You’ll go no-where without self love. Talk about a huge class load! You guessed it…the study is actually infinitely long but no worries…as the carrot is infinite existence. At some point along the way that does usually provide comfort but it may take awhile. Don’t be discouraged though because the way through is “you” no matter how many times you try and think that you have failed you will always return here, back to “you”. So have a go at it as many times as you like. You decide the independent course work, schedule, attention, etc. You’re the “One” and You’re “The Only One”. But hey, this education is “free”!

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“Diary of A Blue Be-ing”  Part One, A multi-dimensional, rhythmic, poetic, cosmic collection of excerpts portraying an intimate exploration of self unraveling as a Divine Spiritual Be-ing within a Divine Earthly Suit.  – Available for purchase here: http://www.oronjo.com/live/next/?fi=97158

“Shamanic Improvisation” A body of work developed over the past 35 years sharing guidance and prompts in “The Art of Be-ing In The Moment” and “Going Between The Worlds”.

Shamanic Improvisation is sensing and feeling, moving and sounding with each and every subtle energy. Through the quieting of within we learn to hear and feel the impulses of our inner dance.

I gently guide you and create a safe environment for you to uncover your Shamanic Dancer-Sounder-Spoken Word Self.

As the journey unfolds you learn about the alchemist within, the be-ing inside of you who transforms and makes necessary changes.

This alchemical magic occurs while dancing “Between the Worlds.

Available Purchase Here:

http://www.oronjo.com/live/next/?fi=97160

Spirit Is Guiding This Body

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Spirit is what I give attention to. It has called me all my life. I exist with Spirit as my navigator. This life is only in the Now.

I have experienced an old world that no longer exists. If at any moment I identify what is of the old Spirit reminds me it is Not. As long as my attention stays with Spirit I can only arrive at new moments. If I drift into old ways it is only because I lost sight and attention to the Now. It is of no matter or significance that old ways still “appear”. What matters is that what “appears” is Now only enthused and lived from Spirt.

As I give over completely to my own self, Spirit as navigator, I Am shown a new world of my own Spirit affinities. Spirit only asks that I stay close to within and trust the great unfolding mystery. Spirit will never steer me wrong as wrong does not exist. If I venture into the old world, old ways in even an instance I have lost my way again to an old world.

The old world does not exist when living in the Now, driven by Spirit. Appearances may seem familiar but they are Not. The content and substance of the Now is the most innovative moment of your life. Nothing can compare to the genius of Now nor the creative existence of Now. All glorious thoughts, emergence and brilliance is at its peak performance when in the Now. No new idea or premeditated solution can top the Now. A premeditated solution is outdated the moment of its pursued creation. Not only is it outdated but it enters an old world of be-ing vulnerable to encapsulation and linear entrapment.

Do Not feed the old ways by divorcing yourself in any given moment from the here and Now. Trust your Spirit within and allow your new world to emerge and provide and offer a thriving existence. One of my favorite sayings throughout most of my existence has been and still is “When All Life Is Improvisational I’ll Know I Have Arrived”!

When prosperity and a laughing moment occur remind yourself this is of Spirit through the new world, the new moment. No credibility of continuing in your new world is ever again attributed to the old world. You receive an old world paycheck or so it “appears” that way. It is not of the old world. It is of Spirit in this Now recognizing your affinities and needs of this Now. It is not the old ways bending to your present moment. It is Spirit providing for you with whatever is needed to do this very act.

This is the recognition of “illusions”. Although our gifts and thriving be-ingness “appears” to come out of what seems familiar it is Not. When we acknowledge that Spirit is what truly lies behind each unfolding moment then Spirit is what is within each occurrence. The “appearance” may be recognizable but the interior substance is of Spirit and Not of old world. Contemplate this for a moment.

Get behind your own self and observe what you attribute to what you see and experience. Give attention to your own Spirit living on the land, accept that occurrences “may” appear familiar but give Spirit your full acknowledgement for what is and Not to an archaic old world way of be-ing. In other words, yes, existence within this dualistic environment may be where we are still interacting and as a result we have discarded all items. However, it is not the old items that need to be discarded it is the intent that those items are filled with. Most items of old world are filled with intent of dualistic nature. Now re-see each and every item as filled with intent of Spirit, your Spirit and your affinities of Spirit. Thus making this present existence understandable and prosperous according to your terms, your Spirit existence.

The paycheck, the new car, the basket of organic fruit, even the food stamp voucher are No longer a result of accepting an old system that provided it. It is No longer identified in that way yet it appears as though it is of the old. The attention and recognition goes to your very Spirit knowing and providing for what you need. We have exhibited this gratefulness in sparse and random moments. For example, we receive one of the above and we pause for a moment and declare thanks to what? Something out there or the system somehow fulfilled your desire. No!

Cultivate that something “in here” recognized your need and fulfilled it. Your Spirit has affinities that unfold from the mysterioso, un-known, source and  thus what we need does arrive. Thank Spirit!  But the new idea is we still recognize the earthly creations coming to us but of new interior substance, beauty and connectedness to our Spirit journey. Stay close to Spirt and trust in all your needs be-ing taken care of. Let go of pre-planning and recognize all that comes from that cognitive gyration is already archaic by the time it arrives in manifestation. The Now is untouchable, invincible, genius and authentic when we allow Spirit to navigate.

You’re invited to our Live Show “GET LIT” Co-hosted
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“Shamanic Improvisation” A body of work developed over the past 35 years sharing guidance and prompts in “The Art of Be-ing In The Moment” and “Going Between The Worlds”.

Shamanic Improvisation is sensing and feeling, moving and sounding with each and every subtle energy. Through the quieting of within we learn to hear and feel the impulses of our inner dance.

I gently guide you and create a safe environment for you to uncover your Shamanic Dancer-Sounder-Spoken Word Self.

As the journey unfolds you learn about the alchemist within, the be-ing inside of you who transforms and makes necessary changes.

This alchemical magic occurs while dancing “Between the Worlds.

Available Purchase Here:

http://www.oronjo.com/live/next/?fi=97160