Month: June 2017

Comfort In The Mystery

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After years, pretty much my entire incarnation, I Am finding “Comfort In The Mystery”. Certainly this came with an abundance of personal hurdles including self doubt, gullableness, betrayal…you know all the multi layers of pain and suffering. The infinite spark within kept me going, picking myself up over and over when I thought it was my last fall and conclusion to life. Gratefully, at least now at this juncture in my Earthly experience, I can recognize the gifts acquired. These gifts is what brings me to this “here and now”.

The most recent last stretch of my personal unfoldment was absolutely daunting, as if any stretch doesn’t lead you to this point, but this one had to do with the deep exploration of genuinely be-ing alone. This aloneness, mind you, wasn’t about no people or social interactions in my life. No, it was the authentic knowing that no matter what I was alone on this journey. It was personal, quiet and revealing. I was the teacher and the student and eventually an undeniable integral of all Creation.

Yes, a very profound knowing to come to but not without the hard work and shoveling out of what no longer serves. For those of you on this internal quest you know what I speak. For those of you not on this quest or in avoidance you know the scary hurdles and, perhaps, have paused or specifically made the choice to not go there. Trust me I understand the forks in the road and, I too, chose the detours until I could no longer. It came to a point after many falls and surrenders that there was only one way through and that was facing all my fears and gearing up as any warrior does and in-couraging self to go forward. I sensed it simply no longer served me to remain ignorant and adopt the Earthly conformities just to get by. That just never sat well with me.

It was a continuous gnawing inside me that said something just isn’t right in this world. On one hand I’d view the external reality and understood I was to find my place within it but that just never sat well. I did not fit and I didn’t want to so what were my choices?!

I fought outwardly like any warrior does and sought ways to “change the world”. Oh, the battles were gruesome, discouraging to say the least and certainly way to slow in progress for me to be at peace. I tried this and that approach to no avail and only to be infuriated with what the collective consciousness was willing to settle for. I tried every avenue, politics, activism, psychology, taking leadership and going through the arts, on the stage and meekly settled for doing intuitive readings and spiritual mentorship to raise one consciousness at a time. Eventually that wore thin as well. This juncture was quite a dilemma when I couldn’t embrace the concept of service or creative adaptation. That just wasn’t the answer.

I sought out my own cave as if I was in the Himalayas and simply sat and I sat and sat and sat with all the horrors of asking WTF is this life about?! Who TF Am I?! Surely there is a path for me! Dark it became and dark I observed. Briefly, without going into the horrific details I found my way home but it doesn’t end there. My relationship to myself changed and the challenges remain but I stand stronger in my own truth and thus have an infinite bag of tools to continue.

The permeating truth I share is when I found this “Comfort In The Mystery”. It’s quiet where I sit and genuinely can make the hair raise on your arms as this penetrating stillness takes you somewhere over and over out of what you may have called your “comfort zone”. At first, this daunting unknowing truly unnerved me. I gave it all kinds of meanings including the boogie man was here. Blatantly I was frightened. I’d start to get nervous and wanted to escape. I’d watch myself seek distraction. I sensed at any given moment a monster was going to appear or even an ET that on the one hand I wanted to experience and on the other I really was a bit skittish in the thought of a meeting. That one certainly contradicted my own self beliefs.

At this juncture what I have uncovered is it was the unfamiliar that challenged me. The unfamiliar is a real and tangible energetic shift and not one I create but one I experience. When I’d sit in silence and all the mind chatter would exit and the imaginings of light and love became still the daunting essence of darkness, a return to the mother’s womb would “Be” with no thoughts or invocations just “Be”. This is a breathless drop into nothingness a moment when our own internal DMT kicks in and a journey indescribable reveals itself. Albeit, reveals only the corridors of Self. There is no one else but Self and then that delicate moment of insight knowing when Self, that too, is no longer there. I will no longer further any attempts of description here as this is your own translation.

The point is that place of unknowing invites us to relax, trust and allow the mystery to be a mystery. The call for me has been to cultivate my comfort in not knowing. The call has been to allow any remaining fears to be released. As I venture over and over towards quietude and get more familiar with knowing stillness will occur but a definition of stillness no longer exists then I sit in simple readiness that there is nothing I know or will know as I sit in the depths of depths, the Mystery. This is what I Am nurturing at this juncture in my incarnation…how can I Be “ Comfort In The Mystery”.

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“Shamanic Improvisation”Part 1  A body of work developed over the past 35 years sharing guidance and prompts in “The Art of Be-ing In The Moment” and “Going Between The Worlds”.

Shamanic Improvisation is sensing and feeling, moving and sounding with each and every subtle energy. Through the quieting of within we learn to hear and feel the impulses of our inner dance.

I gently guide you and create a safe environment for you to uncover your Shamanic Dancer-Sounder-Spoken Word Self.

As the journey unfolds you learn about the alchemist within, the be-ing inside of you who transforms and makes necessary changes.

This alchemical magic occurs while dancing “Between the Worlds.

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Monkeys In the Water

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The dream shows a yacth of sorts with a mote of water all around the periphery of the boat. There are thousands of medium to small sized monkeys sitting on the edge of this pool-like mote bathing, sunning and socializing. The mote is circling with a current indicating to me that the water is perpetually cleared and cleansed. I note the mon(k)eys are well behaved? by the fact that they are not entering the walkway around the main cabin of the boat. They seem to be content with what they had been offered. When I spoke with the owner, Captain of the vessel, he simply had a desire to assist the many mon(k)eys needing a safe harbor, a home where they could relax and be in the nature they were born into.

As I strolled around the main hub of the ship I noted one single garment of my laundry that I suspect I had hanged to dry one level up and it had fallen in my path, a lightweight pair of long legged shorts. When I reached down to pick it up a small dog one level below barked as if to say “ Don’t forget me, I’m with you. Give me a lift up”. Tickled, as usual, by the mere presence of a dog I ventured over to give assistance.

I often wonder in lucid life about the many emerging “Monk Keys” why I put parenthesis around the above “Mon(k)yes)’s words. Monk Keys indicates that there is a certain wisdom beheld within the modern monks of our times. Modern, meaning many are walking now in and among us but not necessarily obvious or even clothed as a be-ing on a spiritual path. Unlike the noteworthy attitude of India and relations to be-ings on spiritual paths here in America and just about most countries other than India have created a past representation of honor and reverence for those who seek the deeper meaning in life. I often think the absence of this all around the world is a rather grave loss, especially when most who have been labeled “Special Needs” more than likely fit into this genre of existence. Thus the absence of this support leaves many a “Monk Key” on their own and hardly recognizable in these times but needing the obvious support none-the-less…just like the mote provided for the monkeys on the ship…needing a safe harbor, a home where they could relax and be in the nature they were born into.

This understanding and embrace could certainly, IMHO, enhance the humon race from the heart space of compassion and evolutionary consciousness. The true mentorship of a Monk Key has clearly expressed be-ing needed in the world but the collective is just not ready to recognize this value. Ultimately, I sense this kind request for their understanding and guidance will emerge…perhaps when the hundredth monkey happens!

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“Shamanic Improvisation”Part 1  A body of work developed over the past 35 years sharing guidance and prompts in “The Art of Be-ing In The Moment” and “Going Between The Worlds”.

Shamanic Improvisation is sensing and feeling, moving and sounding with each and every subtle energy. Through the quieting of within we learn to hear and feel the impulses of our inner dance.

I gently guide you and create a safe environment for you to uncover your Shamanic Dancer-Sounder-Spoken Word Self.

As the journey unfolds you learn about the alchemist within, the be-ing inside of you who transforms and makes necessary changes.

This alchemical magic occurs while dancing “Between the Worlds.

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Talk About This

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From the get-go you were forewarned not to reveal all your light…just some. That was a daunting message to hear and it took years to get it. It took having a strange experience of becoming invisible at times. Somehow you simply were not seen. It took another bunch of years to understand that one.

The revelation that you could possibly be resonating a vibration outside the collective consciousness was simply unimaginable. And then as a result there was no collective consciousness to recognize you thus you were invisible. Years later a small pop of you occurred in others and all of sudden that part of you was seen, recognized, even celebrated. But by that point you had already entered another zone where the invisibility repeated itself. You again had pushed the skin of consciousness and had to await the catch-up of the collective. It took awhile to not get big headed about this. In fact, it nearly scared me half to death each time it occurred. The stranger in a strange land had its very frightening consequences. Simply it was a blatant aloneness, not belonging and at times a rather excruciating existence…WTF said many times.

How I didn’t choose to end my life is beyond my understanding. Something kept me going and something kept pushing that nasty boundary I could never be at peace with. I simply couldn’t accept limitations. It was no lie and conformity in any shape, way or form totally put me in outrage and utter disgust. I then claimed myself as a “system buster”. But this egoic choice didn’t give me comfort. I was still alone and becoming more so as I evolved. The ego I left behind but the truth of be-ing a “system buster” was inevitably the truth of my actions and presence. I couldn’t play myself down because I could feel the self lie. I started to temper my presence within the social milieu but didn’t fully relax or breathe until I was home alone.

I then took to the stage as I could harness artistic license and be fully who I was. It took years before my audience genuinely got me and also recognized I could scare the heck out of them if they took me too seriously. But as stated above as the audience got me I arrived at yet another push and they weren’t real certain of what they were experiencing of me. None-the-less, my acting was real but on the stage the viewer can view whatever they want. Few continued to follow along and that was ok as long as I had someplace within this world conformity that I could be me. Ultimately I had to take a break and do some deep serious soul searching on who was I really?

It turned out that I had to accept this edge I created and lived upon. I accepted how this fit or didn’t fit in with most of my world and those who surrounded me. I made peace with my aloneness and started  to write mostly to dialogue with myself and all the invisible other realms I communicate with daily. My vision and viewing of things entertained me and occasionally a close friend or two would truly get some of who I was. But these relationships needed understandable space from me as well. It seemed I could be a bit much to live with so spaciousness was the antidote. Obviously partnership ultimately left my life. I had to do this leg of the journey alone.

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“Shamanic Improvisation”Part 1  A body of work developed over the past 35 years sharing guidance and prompts in “The Art of Be-ing In The Moment” and “Going Between The Worlds”.

Shamanic Improvisation is sensing and feeling, moving and sounding with each and every subtle energy. Through the quieting of within we learn to hear and feel the impulses of our inner dance.

I gently guide you and create a safe environment for you to uncover your Shamanic Dancer-Sounder-Spoken Word Self.

As the journey unfolds you learn about the alchemist within, the be-ing inside of you who transforms and makes necessary changes.

This alchemical magic occurs while dancing “Between the Worlds.

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Cracked

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Spirit is strong now. The awareness and cultivation of Source Un-In-Terre_Rupted has taken the place of eons of humon dismay. There are no entanglements and the path is cleansed and cleared. You have granted your own self immunity. Take a moment to savor this accomplishment. The knowing is grand and spirit within is enriched. There is only one place that you turn to for comfort, compassion and understanding. The view of the world now is comforted by how you see it.

The energetic field that is identified by your own shining light indeed is felt by all that surrounds you. There may not be words put to the experience of your presence but be assured it is experienced by all. You have witnessed many variations of response to what you have called self. And diligently you have sought the archaic psychology of the times to create sense of the matters. That psychology has met it’s extinction through the brilliance of spirit knowing. Many perspectives, temporary norms, cultures built upon false securities have become extinct as well. This is seen through your eyes, felt through your senses and cleverly calculated and organized through spirit viewing. The knowing that has surfaced upon the planet is eradicating falsity by its very essence. Indeed the world is changed and humon is peeling the layers as quickly as possible to stay in sync with what is. These are new and very celebrated times…for those who recognize the beauty that has been gifted upon them.

The nurturance and quietude spent to allow Source-Un-In-Terre-Rupted is reaping full benefits. Each day has no other way to begin or pursue. Time and space can be viewed from this perspective of knowing non-stop. It is now the way of life. This way of life continues to strengthen and expand the consciousness of self and collective. One can easily view from this seat of power and find answers never considered to be found. Communication of this nature to other, on the other hand, is not necessarily evolved. It is an accurate assessment of the present day barometer of consciousness. Judgement does not exist in this equation.

Presence and awareness becomes a simple task when this absence of judgement is heartfelt and thus understood. One need only allow expansion of consciousness to register this new way. That expansion is a personal understanding and inevitable choice of these times. Quietude to listening may be only option of hearing truth within for this era. All may be different in a very near future as new unfolding consciousness is revealed. For now this may be the obvious stepping stone. There will emerge those among us who are pushing the periphery of expanded consciousness that will introduce new ways as has always been. The evolutionary moment of knowing this has arrived is when the collective humonity expresses it within the culture at the time.

It may appear that you are a stranger in a strange land and in essence you are… only all are becoming aware of this at their own pace. This unique revelation will become a necessary art and practice as more time unfolds. As one begins to own-up to their significant and individuated conscious self a new day of reckoning with genuine heartfelt self love becomes an evident occurrence. It will be seen, at first, as miraculous and then become integrated and a path of refinement. Here is when the collective humonity takes a stance of spiritual power and initiates directives that serve the tone of equality not only for this planetary system of species but the intergalactic system of species as well. Yes, a major step to imagine right now but clearly a no-brainer when the catalytic moment occurs.

In the meantime we are in the break-down. Perspectives of divide and separation are readily shedding upon this new planetary course. Humon is, in a sense, truly becoming Humon…the one that has been internally pushing and shoving to crack the egg shell. Warmth time has long been provided for and there is only one way to arrive and that is “cracked”. Yes, cracked open, ready for nurturance, cuddles and family. Together we partake of Source-Un-In-Terre-Rupted.

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“Shamanic Improvisation”Part 1  A body of work developed over the past 35 years sharing guidance and prompts in “The Art of Be-ing In The Moment” and “Going Between The Worlds”.

Shamanic Improvisation is sensing and feeling, moving and sounding with each and every subtle energy. Through the quieting of within we learn to hear and feel the impulses of our inner dance.

I gently guide you and create a safe environment for you to uncover your Shamanic Dancer-Sounder-Spoken Word Self.

As the journey unfolds you learn about the alchemist within, the be-ing inside of you who transforms and makes necessary changes.

This alchemical magic occurs while dancing “Between the Worlds.

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Return to Silence

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I return to the silence filled with reflections from the night. There is no contrast to this quietude yet it speaks loudly to me. I recall conversations speaking to the inner engagements and the outer recognition of a worldly and infinite existence. More than thoughts were exchanged. More than concepts were exchanged. Impressions and partial knowings were considered in the words shared. Together we recognized the multitude of layers that we are and the realms that were righteously devoid of language in the physical. We knew, together, that we are more and more is revealed via the sacred covenants that only one can identify. Yet we explored in our exchange the resonant tones that conveyed a brilliant understanding that now we are more open than ever before. Now we know and the stirrings of our individuated consciousness was revealing a new language…something extraordinary to self, something magical and worth our effort to convey.

There was caution shared as we intend astral travel, as we intend a visit or more into and out of our physical suits. Be watchful, know thyself, take precaution, set the the intention of benevolence and then proceed. Set agreements before you as the energies are encountered and know the intergalactic truce of all Nations. Make your request and then make your way. There can be no in-terre-ference, friendly relations, good communication, learn about each other and the many varied entities and orbs of delight that exist within the multitude of universes. Seek the shared resonant tone of equality. There can be no harm. Explore and desire learning the Source of all and how it has become what it is. Be OK with what is and grow. Become.

The ancients of our own selves arrive in all ways. We tap upon each other requesting a visitation, a communication in which we remain safe and unimpeded upon. Enough of the inquisitions that have occurred. Time is Art, the Art of Peace and genuine Worldly Ways. Deliberation and hesitancy is a no longer needed form. We sense, we listen, we respond with the greatest of authenticity and kindness. There are virtues of the heart shared by many…seek the many…become the We.

Today is our day as is every day. The portals are of our own creation. Visualize, imagine as your truth sears through the openings of infinity, your infinity, our infinity, an eternal trust…together. We have this and we have sooo much more. Breathe, relax, enjoy the fruits of your own blessed Earthly Experience and go further beyond the time and space, beyond the rules of form…re-form and know your freedom and then know not that at all.

Poof! In one breath you are not any of this. Poof! You are now something new, different, another location…another incarnation perhaps. All-ways You on the journey of infinity…that individuated consciousness that travels to the ethereal dreams only You can imagine. Fly Free Deer Ones for the We is greater than we think and the heart is joined by many Nations. We are growing. Sing in the Inter-Galactic Truce and together we change Universes in the love that only can be known.

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“Shamanic Improvisation”Part 1  A body of work developed over the past 35 years sharing guidance and prompts in “The Art of Be-ing In The Moment” and “Going Between The Worlds”.

Shamanic Improvisation is sensing and feeling, moving and sounding with each and every subtle energy. Through the quieting of within we learn to hear and feel the impulses of our inner dance.

I gently guide you and create a safe environment for you to uncover your Shamanic Dancer-Sounder-Spoken Word Self.

As the journey unfolds you learn about the alchemist within, the be-ing inside of you who transforms and makes necessary changes.

This alchemical magic occurs while dancing “Between the Worlds.

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