Art of Be-ing In The Moment


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Upon awakening I am overwhelmed with a barrage of illusion. Crazily I am tossed this way and that way. Then miraculously a divine energy fills my body and my vision as the light, as an ascended be-ing overtakes me, overtakes this form of transformation.

Now I am seeing and experiencing unencumbered. What I see is clear and calming. I am grate-full.

To view the world of illusion is to witness and experience a very expired and tired humonity of pain and suffering. It is readily observable how much despair and hopelessness has emerged as a result of interference and misunderstanding among the galactic existences and cosmic energies. Diplomacy and dialogue is absolutely necessary to regain the integrity needed for this light mission with Sophia Gaia to proceed.

Many forces do exist yet an accepted foundation of mutual respect, understanding, friendly relations and no interference is of the utmost need.

The “dark” energies as they have been labeled are equally deserving of what the “light” energies are requesting. This is a critical point of our new beginnings. We have infinity to explore and not all energies have been introduced nor understood. This is our ongoing task of cosmic evolution.

Thus a “dark” energy entered our earthly sphere and did indeed result in an interference with the beautiful dream and vision of Sophia Gaia. She and all humonity has been trying to correct this ever since.

There is no wrong here. However, there is a need to tidy up the boundaries and integrity of each energetic entity. There is a place for all where all is served and full-filled within their own right of sovereignty.

The earth is inhabited by many, many galactic and cosmic existences. The earth lent itself to exploration of such immense diversity. All these energies need intervention and mutual acceptance of divine laws that serve the best potential of each participant.

At this time I am here to focus upon the path of Sophia Gaia. It is of utmost importance that her dream of such beauty and grace be full-filled. As a result all will feel the reverberations of her divine unfolding mission. This requires a unique evolution with divine aspects in perfect alignment with her and our motion.

Thus, the world of illusion is now seen as it truly is and the world of divinity is growing in its presence as well. We are now in the experience of witnessing 2 worlds simultaneously.


The veils are lifting, the sleepiness is dissolving and all the light-workers that descended upon earth to assist are remembering who they are, divine children of god, ascended masters, angels and galactic citizens of a common cause.


These be-ings have worked very deeply to be the light that they are and assist in this divine mission.


Many will choose to stay asleep and their choice is no less or more important than those of the light and ascended evolution. We remain in oneness no matter what choice or where our consciousness exists.


In the meantime, light be-ings inhabiting the humon form have experienced all facets of illusion, pain and suffering so as to be enlightened about what it is that needs to change and how to achieve this change.


This does not alleviate a light be-ing from the struggles and quandary of remembering who they are and what has to be accomplished. Many of these light be-ings suffer much loneliness and angst while gaining balance within the 2 worlds.

Sometimes we are thrown from this world to the next world and back without much to hang on to as everything is anchored from within.


The world of illusion is potent in its grip on the minds of the people and the minds of the light workers. It is a constant inner focus and realignment to sustain knowing who we are and enhancing the self empowerment to remain strong in the face of the illusion.


Recognizing the illusion in each and every moment and self nurturing the aloneness that comes as a result of that seeing is and has been quite a painstaking journey. The false reality that we have known for eons is fierce when not anchored from within. Many have tried to walk both worlds at the same time but again that is as much an illusion as living in the false world completely. There is no mid ground.

There is a middle path but it is founded in the divine reality of ascension while viewing and existing alongside the false reality. Nothing of the false reality exists in the ascended reality. That is a religious myth and dogmatic untruth.


Thinking with and through the heart is the only path of these new times. The mind is not a divine director. The heart directs the mind and facilitates all of the bodies and choices to be made of their usage. It is no longer a thought process. We cannot think our way to ascension. We can think our way in pointing the mind but ultimately the mind has to drop away as the heart speaks and leads.


All of this requires a tremendous and deep frequency of trust. The linear reality and its false visions of hope and creation is done through a driving force and untruthful assertion of will. The path of the ascended heart is aligned with the divine will of source, prime creator, god. Through this divine alignment the ascended earth is made visible and unfolds in grace and ease. Everything must be let go of and this is the key to the portals of higher dimensions.


Become familiar with the understandings and vocabulary of vibration, higher self, energy, light, frequency and multi-dimensional realities. Trust your inner voice. Make quiet time in your life and listen to what you hear from within.







Deep Yearning

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It has been a time of going in and finding out what is the “big yearning” about?! I would have to say this has been a life theme. It has created one scenario after another of predictable outcomes. I finally said “NO”! I’m tired of the predicatble happenings, habits, patterns and blatantly true, addictions.

I have always thought that we didn’t really have the heart quite right as in what is love? It has felt to me that we love from our mind. As a result we experience guilt and shame and attachment to this very thing we call love.

As I started my inner search for the meaning of “yearning” I readily was brought to the subject of attachment. Yearning typically is for something outside of ourselves, something we think we need or want or desire. Thus when the yearning cannot be met we literally suffer and engage with our variety of pain bodies. On the otherhand we have all heard about unconditional love but do we really understand and practice this? I think we have moments of this genuine experience but like a spiritual practice we have momentary epiphanies and ah ha’s too. The sustaining of this root source is something we ultimately look for.

I put myself to a test recently and started to listen to when my body was “yearning” for something. I chose my closest relationship to see if, in fact, I was yearning for whatever I was attached to or was I genuinely feeling unconditional love. Well, lo and behold, I could identify the yearning as in an addiction. I noticed that when I was missing the other or yearning for them it suddenly took on the same face as needing a “fix”. Yes, just like an addiction. Wow! Did that knock my socks off! Well, that started a whole backwards journey of reviewing absolutely every relationship I could possibly remember.

Hear Truth Within

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When I was visiting Tekal Mayan Ruins I embraced a very ancient Grandmother tree and asked what she knew and what wisdom she could share as I viewed the people, the tourists in the distance going from one ruin to the other. She said “be thankful that the people are seeking.”

I have always held the belief that once all are participating in life improvisationally that is “the art of be-ing in the moment” I’ll know we have arrived.

As I ask over and over who am I and what is it we as a collective seek, the answer that occurs over and over is “peace”. When I follow the inner path to peace I return to what we have referred to as “nothingness” or the “unmanifested”. Then I ask how does this unmanifested existence relate to the world that surrounds us if at all? The answer is when we no longer need outer validation and remember that all is answered from within then the outer reality will no longer exist as it does. It will become a mirror of the peace from within.

At this stage of evolution there remains the incessant desire to know who we are and that is typically answered by the ongoing life experiences of mirroring and reflecting in one another. This process of involvement in the outer world, the world of maya and duality continually shows us what we are not and in-courages us to return home, go within to find our answers. All of this particular journeying is still a creative process from the mind of illusion, albeit, at times very brillant and other times typically filled with greed and fear. However, we do have moments of divinity and genius that forever remain in our consciousness somewhere within our be-ing.

Those little bits of light keep a flame going within that always lights up home.

When I explore the understanding of “nothingness” or the “unmanifested” I ultimately come to the place of understanding that this in essence is a very deep frequency of trust. We no longer conjure or think our evolution. We become it. What I think the experience of the unmanifested is revealing is that when we finally only go within for re-sourcing, sourcing, then the experience of peace is continually creating a mirror to the entire source of existence. Thus the law of attraction is now pure in its essence of reflecting peace. When peace becomes the collective mirror to the cosmos then the inevitable result is that peace becomes the existence in which we live.

With that be-ing said I woud define conscious evolution as no longer seeking from without but trusting as we find peace over and over within ourselves that the outer transformation is a given. However, there is a process here that Grandmother spoke to, that be-ing the people seeking. It is important that at least the people are seeking for only through that process will we know what simply doesn’t work. Then as a result going in is the only other option or go dumb and dead and continue elsewhere. Elseewhere at this moment is another topic of discussion.

Where does this leave us as conscious evolutionaries and lightworkers in the world? Personally, it seems as long as I am questioning or seeking to fullfill a role in the outer life I am missing the point. However, if I am practicing a continual return to nothingness and trusting there is a reflection of my peace into the outer reality then I seem to be more in alignment with “what is”. However the dilemna created from this is what happens to this whole illusion of reality that we are now living in? This creates quite a big tumble. The problem I see is that the “going within” is absolutely necessary before the new outer creation emerges. Now what is our world going to look like while everyone takes a hiatus to self reflect, self destroy and find peace within? It would seem that a lot would crumble. Don’t ya think?!

And those altruistic, self sacrificing models of “helping” probably wouldn’t have a leg to stand on. Why? Because they are still being created from thought and mental idealism not genuine understanding of peace from within. We have yet to experience a reality that genuinely comes from a collective peace within. If this comes first and the outer world creation after then how does anyone know now what anything is “suppose” to look like?! It’s still be-ing made up from “thought” and “conjecture” with some light and love mixed in but not the whole picture. I say the whole picture goes back to the brilliant application of creation from the unmanifested…do overs…albeit, an exquisite imporovisational dance of the divine.

I’m trusting that if I can be at peace and simply allow what is to manifest then chances are it is much grander than anything I can think or propose. This is where I look at the improvisation of life, the art of be-ing in the moment. In this concept the understanding is that all is perfect in the cosmic world of the unmanifested. There is already the essence of peace and glory and genius. So as we allow we actually open ourselves to the unfolding perfection. There is a symphony of life that absolutely plays well together. We are each an instrument of this symphony. When we allow, the perfect parts are played and the entire orchestra of “us” thus plays well together.

Then I would think that any efforts we may be making to offer people places to find enlightenment may still be coated with unnecessary action. It would seem to me, be-ing the social humons that we are, that  as we resonate toward each other and experience the many levels of “attraction or magnetic rapport” that is experienced, in and of itself is the teaching and enlightenment we can offer to each other. It just makes sense that each other is the greatest reflection of light and not what we are offering in ways of models of teaching. As we attract we are who we are and we share how we are on our spiritual journey. At this stage of evoution we seem to have all the writings and origins of spiritual truths we need to go forth with and decipher as we hear truth in it for ourselves.


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Going beyond limitation with imagination…

As I become more intimate with source I recognize the limitations of humon form and existence. The over view from source allows me to accept the limitations and intelligently navigate my beingness within the parameters to my highest potential. This could be referred to as “spiritualizing matter”. Once the understanding of duality is gained and the self empowerment of no longer choosing to be a victim in the maya the play of life really begins. Now we are seeing through the eyes of source and consciously making choices of a higher vibration. It is no longer a labyrinth of trial and error. It is in fact an accurate application of intelligent activity.

The greater picture, the overview is now blatantly obvious as we sensitively allow source to be the guiding force. Here lies the infinite freedom and application of our free will. This is when we are consciously the co-creators of humonity.

So the questions arise as to what will I do, what do I want to create. The beauty of answering these questions is that the answers remain to be revealed from the same source that we gained the wherewithall to even ask the questions. The personal process of becoming conscious is the same process of answering these questions. Ask, allow and listen as source guides you with your particular skills, resources and imagination. Dream the dream and trust the divine fullfills but not necessarily as you may see it. However the essence is provided as it is given in relationship to the very source of the soul in which the request was formed. Divine intervention is an integrated part of all. It’s as if source is really our group consciousness and as we ask and imagine it is then susceptible to group process as well. As a result all is considered and the best creative solution is presented. This may be why results from our requests arrive slightly modified or enlarged or even disguised. Our requests aren’t solo so we are all receiving what we asked for after group input, thus the beauty of collective return.

So it seems we are at our highest potential that which is tapped into source that is articulating the group process. Our communications of brilliant ideas and insights of genius are an integrated group delivery of the highest possible creative solution. That’s why attending to source as the “source” is a significant integral in the greater picture. There is no articulation of beauty and life if it is anything other than to serve the greater whole, humonity. If we are articulating only as “self” it immediately shows its shortcomings in not representing the whole. Thus it is an incomplete delivery of sorts. The entire correlation has to be represented at all times in order for a significant and wholistic outcome to occur. This is the practice of holding the intention of purity and purpose for the highest free good will of all. Then all unfolds from there. Eventually this intention is a shared soul infusion amongst all humonity and the group now functions at its highest potential. In a sense you could say it is group heaven made manifest on group earth for another way of perspective.

In the meantime source is gifting back to us all of our soul’s desires but with this group infusion. Source is always taking all into consideration. It is even filling in the gaps where we as humons may not be embracing the group intention. Thus when we receive what we ask for with a slightly different form it is the higher version of group editing from source. That’s why in most instances our return is typically more vast than what we asked for. Group simply adds or embellishes the request with more expansiveness and limitlessness in nature. Perhaps even giving us more than we can actually imagine or maybe feel we even deserve.

This now brings me to creating a model for group evolution in how do we heal the issues of humonity? It would seem that the opening statements and every mission would have to begin with “What serves all?”. In answering this question that can be applied to all issues seeking creative solutions that we now empower as a theme.

If at any point we stray from our focus we can continue to return to that question to guides us along. In the asking of this question our imagination and acceptance of limitlessness now is brightly welcomed. There are no separations. It is no longer necessary.

“Still Stops”

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Busyness in the air…it’s a dare to be restful! Yet everything is calling us to be “still” so we can listen.

Soon we’ll have these “still stops” all around town like trolley car stops where humon gets a moment of rest and quiet and then continues what they are doing. You’ll go into this sound proofed cubby, experience the “zone”…have to do it alone…and check in with those guiding voices only you can hear. Maybe there will be tones of assistance like the love frequency of 528Hz ?!

It’s time to carve out our zone time and zone tones to remain rooted and grounded in Mother Gaia and, of coarse, the reality we are creating for ourselves. It’s all one and the same.

It appears we the people are likely to repeat a few more collective patterns before the 100th monkey emerges. The pattern I speak of is the all out crisis to, yet again, experience the heart coming forth to lead. This option of heart coming forth without crisis is totally available now but the last bits of duality have a stronghold on this way of doing it. But I do believe in miracles and our beloved earth family and on a dime a new day, new way can occur.

Imagine that there are these light bubbles, small orb structures that are radiating with warm, cuddly light and sound frequencies. They’re everywhere you go. People are going in and out of them and coming out buzzed in balance. This is doable. Perhaps it begins at the trolley stops. They’re already set up for the sitting invitation. Although we may miss a few rides when the buzz is simply too good to depart…smile!

This idea may be an ideal street art/healing happening. Somehow set up some sound proofing, an enclosed structure…maybe even cardboard…a head set and tones to be soothed by. Invite people to simply come in, sit down, get a buzz and hopefully some seconds of peacefullness, stillness and then carry on. What a wonderful offering to collective health care!

I imagine we’ll be seeing evolution of this nature and as our genius is more revealed there is no telling how brilliant our efforts and ideas will come into fruition!

For this moment, imagine your own peaceful orb…what does your “still stop” look and feel like? Can it be created in a physical form? Why not create it?!  Can you see it in your mind’s eye? Embellish yourself in it!!!!!



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Immaculate heart, immaculate mind…Whiteout!

What if we are living in the “Brave New World” of imposed programming? How about, indeed, we are and how do we eradicate the negative influences?

Whiteout is a modern day term for complete erasure.

We are filled with “patterns” and perhaps upon deeper reflection there are those of us who cannot identify where and how these patterns originated. As we enter into deeper mediation we begin to uncover some strange roots that no longer serve the greater growth. Short of using some dangerous herbicide how do we remove unwanted growth?

It begins with identifying the “patterns” or perhaps the “loops” typically embedded in the mental strata of our be-ing. Go there and explore the many undesirable or unchosen strings of unnecessary demand. What are those repetitive events in your life that simply no longer serve or actually elicit an aversive reaction to their very existence? What are those dangly things that disturb the heck out of us or seem to put us at their mercy? Is there something terribly wrong with this picture? I believe it is worth a deeper examination.

In the practice of meditation we allow the quiet and stillness to occur within our be-ing. There we are invited into the exploration of who we truly are and where we genuinely come from. Often there is unveiling dynamic of going through all the illusions we have of ourself until we stumble upn something that simply rings true from within. Now a portal of self awareness has been activated. As we go deeper into this self aware state we begin to observe all kinds of things about ourself, the little “I” who operates in the little ordinary reality we call life…better stated as the world of illusion and maya. Sometimes we are graced with the wisdom of knowing ourself from source and sometimes we are graced with the wisdom of knowing simply what is not true. Eventually our inner and intuitive self paves the way to freedom.

In this process of self study, unveiling of consciousness we inevitably are one with the collective experience. Sooner or later the extraordinary energetics of life emerge. These are the simple knowings that something is askewed in the “consensus reality” we are participating in. Deep down we know there simply isn’t something right about the world. It is blatantly obvious that the “powers that don’t be” have blatantly taken the freedom ball and run with it. Now we are continually trying to surface and lightfully strategize sovereignity, our be-earth rite.

So where does “Whiteout” come in? Well, suppose these patterns truly don’t belong to us. We have searched and searched for the roots of our shadows and come up with “null”. Hmmmmm! Could we be victums of say Haaarp? Or some “powers that don’t be”? I’m not trying to pass the buck here or get out of any spiritual responsibility. In the end it is our ability to experience inner peace regardless of the external situation. However, what if some of this fine devotional meditation time is truly interrupted by deliberate yet subtle and silent warfare? Just a thought. So where do we turn? It’s “Whiteout” time. Visualize yourself similar to a computer that is going to erase everything on the hard drive. A large clean, white light comes swooping through and Boom! Whiteout! Everything is cleared. As anything tries to return as in “patterns” or “loops” whiteout comes swooping through again, over and over each time until the whitewash look stays. This deliberate intention I think can save us a lot of time in clearing ourselves and getting on to the more beneficial and pleasant experiences of life like “peace”. My guess is we need some dedicated energy to “reprogramming” whatever the heck got into us to begin with…like “Brave New World”…stop ingesting the “pill”.

Immaculate heart, immaculate mind is a suggested imagery to use in meditation. Whichever way we go get that “whiteout” effect even the lotus can take us there!


Whale Consciousness

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In the wrappings of a mayan environment, a reality I feel and see there is a mother orca whale nursing a baby whale. They are content in their pristine environment unintruded by the outside world. Yet each knows when the time is ripe they will return to an ocean never swam in before.

I hold this timeline within me. There the mother and child are protected and nourished in becoming, maturing and envisioning a vast sea of consciousness and embrace.

Be patient, holder of the truth, be patient. All is unfolding perfectly and, yes, the world around you as you have known it is dissolving before your very eyes. Nothing but the new and the heightened vibration holds attraction nor aversion. It simply is as you witness the return to the dust, the earth.

It’s a remake, another take and there is nothing to be known of the origins other than it simply exists. It vibrates more strongly, the vitality is greater and there is promise of more genius on the earth. We are all in a waiting tank or period of non-linear time. This has never occurred before. We are divinely shining and growing stronger before the collective release into the new sea of consciousness. Innate timing is of the essence. We have awaited this for a very long time. All is getting into place and all have a part to play.

Hold on Deer Ones and allow this vacant space to incubate and become what is to become. There is nothing to do, or be or anywhere to go. Shed the skins that no longer serve and trust deeply in this magnificent unfolding. Yes, there is a pot of gold at the end of this rainbow. Only this time everyone has access. What a beautiful image and existence. Yet, patience is of the upmost importance. Don’t try to push the river. Trust. Enjoy the peace and stillness for out of this comes creation. Only the mind can foster limitation as it can foster limitlessness. Which do you choose? Which do you have the courage to allow? Listen deeply from within. The guidance is always there. No fear. Simply willingness to let go of anything and everything you have ever known or been attached to. The familiar is always a pointer that something must go now.